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2/17/10 I continue to await the warming trend.....ha ha. I have been active asking winter to leave us!
Something about the cold which keeps me confined and contracted that I appreciate when it goes away.
I have been having experiences with the birds lately. Three times now.
The first, a very tiny bird called me out to the mailbox (i haven't been to pick up the mail in weeks, Tom likes to do
that.). The little bird was in the street and hopped over to the rosemary plant. I walked very slowly over to
it and picked her up. She sat in my hand peacefully as I stroked her head and back in awe of the beauty of her.
She was probably a he because he was very colorful. I wondered as I held this very tiny creation. I questioned
why I was being called to this little bird and what message I was receiving??? We bonded for a least fifteen minutes
and I decided to walk to a large tree to see if he would want to fly up in the tree. He didn't, but he did fly away.
I was awe struck and came inside to write my experience in my journal.
The second bird flew into my window and was knocked out for a couple of moments. I picked him up again in awe at
his beautiful markings, secretly wishing I could draw or paint these beauties. How Infinite Intelligence created this
being so beautifully, every feather perfectly matched to nature. This bird was large, with a very long beak. I
believe it was a woodpecker. He sat in my hand for a good long time until suddenly he decided to fly away....I heard
him say, "I've heard about you." As he flew away I told him to tell the others!
The third encounter was after this last heavy snowfall. Bang! I heard the bird fly into the window.
I instantly ran outside, knowing the cats were on the deck and I wanted to be the first to arrive! This was a female
for sure, she was very neutral in color so as to blend into nature and her nest....she was a Robin. She was dying.
Her head packed into the snow, her beak filled with snow and her feet curled tightly. Her eyes were half opened, so
I prayed as blood from her beak begin to flow into my fingers. Of course I brushed all the ice and snow away from her
and held her until she grew cold, then wrapped in a small towel, her eyes closed, she was gone. My inner wisdom hasn't
connected the dots yet. I am still in wonder over these experiences. It is a very special event to hold a living
bird in your hand once, much less twice in the same month, then again for a third time. But the last one died.....I'm
not sure what this means. I held two birds in my hands and prayed for healing, the third bird wanted to die in my hands,
the other two only wanted to stay for a short while then fly away. I thought perhaps as I shared this story with
you that the meaning of the birds would filter through. I'll let you know.
"So much has happen since the 27th.....It's now February and the ground hog did not see his shadow yesterday morning
so I am expecting a warming trend to begin here in the South. Thank you Goddess! Since my last update I have had
communication with my Angels and Ascended Masters. They have directed me to make some necessary changes on this website
which I have. Also I have established a relationship with my "Money Honey" who is in spirit. He will be helping
me to grow an income that is able to support my family. Thank you very much. ARCHANGEL METATRON has continued
to ask me to work with children, and is now available to me as a guide for sensitive children especially. I am in awe
at these changes that are coming into my persona and very grateful for them. A purpose driven life is a blessing and
I am able to make myself available mostly through this website and through the form boxes available on this site. I
will set workshop dates for the future so you will be able to plan for them. Blessings and do keep in touch.
January 27, 2010 It's cold, my fingers are chilled to the bone. My sweet little laptop
computer that I was so in love with and could work upstairs in my office crashed. The mother board used up.
It cost $500 to replace it, so I'll have to wait, I'll buy another...in the future. For now I am writing from my older
PC which is housed in the lower level of our home. There is no heat here except for a wood burning fireplace and since
the temp is suppose to rise from 26 decrees to 56 decrees today I decided not to build that fire this morning.
I have been struggling for sometime now with several issues. The main issue being that my husband
has had very little work since May09 and having his income slashed created a huge hole in our income so we have had to declare
bankruptcy to break even. Now this experience has brought out the worst in me, yet in every dark cloud there is a silver
lining.....that light is the opportunity for FORGIVENESS.
I've complained and moaned and groned over and over....I maybe began building some resentments too
and I would continue to see in my frustation and anger packing up and leaving the whole marriage behind.......over a set of
poor judgements and lower income???? PLEASE! I would speak to myself! These are not good reasons to leave the man and
relationship that was sent of God! Get a hold of yourself!
My readings from the Angels continued to guide me to a better place in patience. My drum journeys
would take me to a higher place healing my misconceptions and giving me a more clear perception, but still I would fall prey
again to fear, fear of the future.....hey! We are in our sixties! What will happen to us!??!!! Only to continue to come back
to we are fine NOW, we have had everything we needed to be here NOW. Rejoice!
It wasn't until my laptop crashed that I have been able to get a handle on this entire senerio, THANK
YOU VERY MUCH. What I have come to terms with is simple. I AM THAT MIGHTY I AM PRESENCE IN ACTION...GOD IN ACTION...all
the time. I AM LOVE THE MIGHTY MOTIVE behind all action. I AM FORGIVENESS. I FORGIVE MYSELF for living in
fear and separation from my MIGHTY I AM PRESENCE. I FORGIVE MY HUSBAND for his mistakes and I AM SENDING THE LOVE OF
MY BEING TO TOM to bless and prosper him.
In the meantime I have also found my Money Honey and I am developing a personal relationship with
him. He is in Spirit Form. He is guiding me and inspiring me to make appropriate changes in my life to enhance
my own personal income. He is helping me to understand that I must be more open to RECEIVE from others.
The Ascended Masters are guiding me to remember that GOD and GODDESS dwell within all and it is THAT
PRESENCE within those individuals that continue to bless me with work and income. It goes through God in them to Goddess
within me. GOD IS ALWAYS working to bless me.
These have been tough lessons. I've had to go West on the medicine wheel, into the darkness,
into the Dream Lodge and visit with Bear , Many Feathers and the Great Grandmothers for healings and understanding, but I
feel like now I have touched the truth of my lessons and thankfully I am finally able to share them with you today.
Thank you for all you do and thank you for YOU. Peace and Love, Vimala
WELCOME 2010 welcome! From all that I have heard everyone is pretty glad to see the first decade
of the 2000s in the past! It was a tough year for many and we still have a ways to go before we feel comfy in our economic
growth. Yet it's the little things in life that we find so sweet. I had a neat experience during the holidays.
Tom and I were alone for a change and he had the TV tuned into the Twilight Zone from years past.......in the story a man's
guardian angel appeared to him and at that moment I made a wish that I could see my guardian angels with these human eyes.
Later that day I opened the sliding glass door to let the dog out and there on the welcome mat lay a beautiful all white feather!
It's here on my PC now. There are no all white birds around our house that we know of at this time.....I immediately
thought it was an angel feather! A sign to say that "YES, WE ARE HERE WITH YOU!" I felt so loved and I felt I
had been heard. The next day early in the morning, I walked out on the deck for fresh air and a prayer an low and behold
the Eagle flew past......I wondered was that white feather from the Eagle's tail? Who knows?? Have a great and
wonderous 2010 and blessings from God/dess for a very healthy and properous year! I love you! Vimala 1/5/10
"real power comes from the heart . . . it is giving, it is focused, and lives for service
. . . it acts with humbleness, and never lacks abundance. False power comes from the mind . . . it takes from others,
is self-serving and is ego driven, jealous, competitive, and consequently has struggle and lack of abundance."
Oh, I really had a great FIRE THE GRID meditation as I took a shamanic drum journey into spirit to
be quided for Peace and Love on all the Earth.....my power animal was awaiting my entry into non ordianary reality. We took
off and traveled around the world of Earth following the grids, latitude, longitude. From the heavens I could see the large
and small circles of us who gathered together to fire the grid.
I was shown the light of all the souls who were participating on the gird. I could hear singing
and chanting. At one point I could hear the roars of the Lions. Then I was taken up even higher and saw the Great Grandmothers
supporting the Earth as this beautiful liquid LOVE flowed down upon all the Earth from the Love Star. The Angels and
Archangels sang and the millions of buddist monks chanted. Then I began seeing individual faces along the grids, some
I knew, some I had only met, some I did not know yet. As I made this journey for all humanity and our precious Earth
it began to rain big drops here, it had not rained in two weeks, it was an answered prayer too. Blessings to each of
you and all of us, we are ONE and I AM holding the LIGHT here on this section of our GRID....lovingly. Vimala 7/29/09
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I must say this is an amazing summer! There are stories and more stories and which one would you like to hear? The
Great Blue Heron that lives on our beach left us a huge feather as he flew off. Tom wanted to walk the beach because
he felt there would be more feathers and he was correct, he found four more feathers left from other winged ones. You
know the angels drop feathers to let you know they are with you. How about the story of my last shamanic journey
into non ordinary reality in spirit. My power animal was waiting on me of course. She was ever so happy that I
"heard the call" . When I hear the call, I can barely hold my head up, I must close my eyes and find my place
to make my journey.....it is a though my earthly body must take a rest so I am able to soar in spirit. My clear
intention was to ask for a financial breakthrough. She took me high this time. I visited with my ancestors all
the way to the Seven Sisters, the seven brilliant blue stars high over our home. The very tall light beings of
love gave me very special messages concerning the future of our Earth asking me to help all remember to embrace the love within
all of us. When I arrived back in this ordinary reality I felt as though I was not grounded at all. My head
felt swimmy, I felt as though I was still in spirit. I had a message from my website that a person wanted an appointment
with me and I decided to call this new person to schedule that day and time. When he answered the phone it was a blast
of excitement ! He was thrilled.
Just coming into the world of Angels, he has been receiving so much information and told me that my web site had
completely confirmed his experiences! We spoke for over an hour and he even spoke with my husband. His youthful
enthusiasm was so contagious that I still have it circling me today as I write. His heart was filled with so much love
and adoration for life itself. I felt very blessed that The Ancestors, The Angels, Mother Father God/dess had connected
us and I do look forward to a bright future. My journey opened a brand new door! I had never been to this most
precious place before. It was the first time and after coming back and having that special phone call.......today
I realize that it was all planned in spirit. Blessings to you today and if you are feeling low, just hold onto
your precious faith, new doors will open for you, just keep expecting and ask the angels and The Source to help you and guide
you. Vimala7/27/09
Just a quick little reflection for you. Remembering tubing down the river? Well, what is happening is wonderful.....we
are remembering not to go backward down the river, looking at where we have been except to appreciate it. We tell each
other, turn your tube around and go forward now down the river of life. And...if we might have a bad day, it's
only that our tube was caught on the rocks for a short time. That day we tubed down the river was the one of the
most significant days of our lives. Vimala 7/14/09
Blessed Be. And Welcome to my Inner Wisdom for this day, 7/7/09: I have just come up from the beach where
I made a beautiful Full Moon and Lunar Eclipse fire. The Eclipse is past and now we move forward through the day after
many prayers and drumming at the fire. This has been a special time for me and my boys. Tom has been home for
over a month after being gone for over a year....it is so wonderful having him home again. Tripp and I are out
of middle school for summer break and my little grand sons are out of preK and 1st grades. We've been able to sleep
late and stay up past midnight. We recently drove a short distance north to put our bodies in a tube to float down the
Chattahoochee River......which is quite shallow these days due to a lesser amount of rain for the summer. We all thought
that floating down the river would be fun and relaxing however we were very surprised to find out how much effort it took
to stay in the flow of the river! I was looking at every movement and effort as a metaphor for life. As I watched
many travelers flow down the mainstream of the river, I seemed to be pushed off to a side flow, kind of the flow less traveled.....I
saw how I was not "mainstream" for most of the river. I was lefted at the start by Tripp and Tom. However Tom
did wait up for me at one point and I then passed him just in time to see Tripp flowing way up ahead of both of us, we waved.
I noticed Tom struggling to move back into the River and I waited on him, we met up again and then he passed me....I gave
up. I asked myself why I was going so slowly? What it because I was off to the side of the river a lot, or because
I helped others move forward which threw me to the side more often than not? And I spoke to every soul I encountered,
but they would just look at me with a wonderment on their faces. It seemed I went backwards quite a bit too.
Looking back at where I had been, it seems pointless, I really wanted to flow forward and see where I was going!
The Star Elders are telling us that we are on the "bridge" from the past into the future and we can be feeling
a bit unsettled in these transition times "on the bridge". Manifesting our future is our goal. We are thinking
positively and thanking the Universe who we call Mother Father God/dess for our new forms of service and income to sustain
us here on Earth. We are focusing on our good dreams coming true. That's what the fire this dawn was all about.....putting
all the thoughts that bind our true freedom into the fire, burning the negative feelings we have about ourselves and others
and singing our dream into being. It seems all the energy is moving toward the Mayan year of 2012, what it all means
will be an individual experience for each of us. I have started the drumming and the fires are burning pretty
often on the beach these full moons. The suburban shaman I AM, helping my community even when they sleep, calling for
the rains, the healings, the wisdom, being a GRANDMOTHER who keeps the prayers flowing to our Great Spirit. Thank you
Mother River for the experience of your Self. Thank you Father Fires for burning away what is not necessary to carry
any longer. I AM THAT I AM. I AM HERE. I AM THERE.
Vimala
There is inner wisdom in knowing that every day we are experiencing Divine Will in our lives. Divine
Order is in every second of time on this planet and that we accept as truth. As we co create our destiny with the All
Pervasive I AM Presence within and without, mentally, emotionally and soulfully and physically, we attract into our daily
lives that which we focus upon. I continue to focus upon these surroundings and the food I put into my body and make
available to my family's bodies. I fight on a daily basis the ideas that speak negatively of others and myself.
I remember on a daily basis that Mother Father God and Goddess give us everything that we need in this kingdom, but not always
what we want.....maybe it's different for you, because you have different beliefs. But as I grow into an elder or senior
citizen I surrender more and more to THAT DIVINE PLAN for my life that is not always made visible to me, yet unfolds on a
daily basis. May I share the Light and Love of God and Goddess with all who I care for and share time with each day
and be grateful deeply grateful for all that has been intrusted to me by Mother Father God and Goddess. This is my most
recent INNER WISDOM.6/2/09Vimala
We had our Transmuting Fire on Palm Sunday, even Snake was in attendance. He actually
caught on fire, but we were able to help him get to the Lake so he could go for a cool swim. Snake represents, transmutation.
Tom and I flew to the desert of Las Vegas, Nevada on Monday afternoon. He had a job interview there. It
was a perfect time to go West on the Medicine Wheel....which represents The Dream Time, or introspection, the color black
on the wheel and of course Lizard and Bear guardian the Dream Time. The desert is very dry and vast. Even through
we were in the Las Vegas area, just beyond there is total desert. I must admit it was refreshing, even though sleeping
was not to easy. We didn't do the regular "Vegas" things rather we stayed close to our room at the hotel and then ventured
out into the Red Rock Canyon for a good walk and later that night as the moon was full took another trip back into the wilderness
to view the moon and the stars.
Coming back East always seems longer because we are coming back into time and it gets very late.
Sleep was still quite hard to get for several days after arriving home. But, now that my brain has adapted again to
this time zone I have had dreams each night. Beautiful vivid dreams and I saw the Lizard in the desert preparing me
for the dreamtime and what messages I would receive.
In one of my dreams I was being chased by an enemy who would eventually kill me with a weapon....I
was running until a Great Being stood before me and said, "just surrender, QUICKLY SURRENDER TO ME....you will feel
no pain, it's so easy, just surrender now"...I did surrender quickly, I felt no pain, no suffering as I gave up this body
like a beautiful dress and carried on with the Great Being in Spirit.
Another dream I had was a dream of GIVING BIRTH, this dream followed my death dream. I was
actually pushing, pushing, pushing my baby from my body until I realized I wasn't pregnant! HUM.....
My dreams have shown me a Healing Center within my home, where those who have cancer can call me,
reserve a time to visit, give a generous monetary love offering and actually be healed by their faith just by coming for their
visit with us. My home here in the East and a home in the West. I was actually told to post it here on my websites.
So the dreamtime and the Angels have shown me so much in a few nights of dreaming.......that I have
to die to the old, give birth to the new and miracle healings arriving. Wow, how grateful I feel for all these blessings.
It's been so long since I could really dream a vivid meaningful dream.
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To keep clear these sacred commitments is to dedicate oneself to right relationship with all in the family of life." Dhyani
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"Last night during our family dinner time, my grandson brought up the question of "evolution". "Grandma, why is
it that the kids at school get so upset with the idea of Darwin's Evolution Theory?" I told him that in their minds, through
the teachings of Christianity it conflicts with those teachings of Genesis in the Bible. BUT, this is the TRUTH my dear
Grandson! IT IS ALL GOD, GOD'S EVOLUTION, GOD'S CREATION, INFINITE INTELLIGENCE, THE GREAT I AM, CREATED THE EVOLUTION,
CREATED THE BEGINNING IN GENESIS...THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE....EVEN right now as we sit having our dinner, we are in GOD, GOD
is in us and all that there is everywhere is GOD/DESS the INFINITE INTELLIGENCE within and without. It is only our finite
mind, our ego that separates us from that GREAT ONE that we are and that we dwell within and dwells within us. It was
a wonderful dinner. 3/31/09 So Grandson, be patient with all those who make it all separate, it's not, IT IS ALL
ONE....and we are all living in it right now. Vimala
"I just recently had an experience of a bountiful harvest. Years ago when I was much younger and practicing spiritual
shamanic midwifery I was the first midwife in my region to answer the call to help mother and baby birth in the water.
It was a beautiful experience for all of us. Yet we were considered extremely dangerous folks! The greater midwifery
community put us down and spoke badly of us in every way and pretty much tried to discourage anyone from calling upon me to
help with a water birth at home. I knew that water birth was the new future and was perfectly safe and I decided after that
first birthing that underwater birth was the ultimate for mother baby and father.....I decided to specialize in it until others
experienced the benefits themselves.
Just a few days ago I flipped on the TV to TLC just in time to watch the last ten minutes of a beautiful water birth!
The mother narrated her experience of laboring and as soon as she slipped into the water she felt the ease and comfort of
the weightlessness of the warm water all around her body and was able to gently birth her baby right there with the support
of her mother, husband and midwives. It was a wonderful moment for me, remembering how so many years ago I was a pioneer
for underwater birthing and now I was watching the harvest of all the seeds that I helped to plant for this wonderful beautiful
way to give birth.....A BOUNTIFUL HARVEST indeed." (Vimala 2/12/09)
"You will reach fulfillment on the path Creator has laid before you. Trust enough to take the first step.
Let yourself be guided by dreams and visions. Look for signs. Trust your inner response. Follow that which
calls you at the deepest level; respond to that which creates all engrossing enthusiasm. Let the Universe lead." 1/14/2009
INNER MEDICINE WOMAN SPEAKS:
"Your life is designed to bring you into constant relationship. Each relationship is a chance to act as if you
are serving the Divine Being by serving that part of God/dess that lights each human and creature presence. As you serve
God/dess, further Godness is revealed through each one you serve. Your home becomes your Temple where God/dess is
welcomed and you are able to serve."
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